They
slept in separate beds so they wouldn't kill each other.
As
they'd killed their daughter.
The
night the Super Bowl blew up.
Cradling
dead little Katie in his shining arms, the blood from the holes
in her body scorching in contact with the heavy volleys of weapons
fire erupting from his skin, a terrified, confused Henry Busler
had struggled to glean an update from CNN while his wife screamed
in the corner, flailing as she involuntarily fired upon the neighbors,
taking down the wall and knocking the Mahlers down dead from where
they stood in front of their own television. Sandy turned her attention
back to Henry, the sweep of her eyes crazy and deadly, before something
passed between them and they stopped waging war.
CNN
was offline, the jittery image of a gutted anchor pierced by a billion
lights the only broadcast.
Henry
wouldn't begin to understand until the next morning after a sleepness
night listening to the city die. He wouldn't understand until he
remembered he'd DVRd the Super Bowl. He started the recording, skipped
to the end. The DVR had stopped recording at two hours, nineteen
minutes. Sirens blared in the place in his chest reserved for core
terrors.
He'd
hoped the Giants would win. He'd hoped for a replay of Norwood's
47-yard missed field goal. He'd hoped to be among the 230,000 attendees,
had hoped to at least be able to watch the game, but Katie was sick
and Sandy enforced an early bedtime.
Just
after halftime, the war started.
Watching
the recording, he felt Sandy approach in a way that tugged somewhere
behind his eyes. He didn't need to look. He knew something inside
of him was getting ready for the assault. She didn't touch him;
she brushed a bloody lock of Katie's hair from the girl's forehead.
Nothing happened.
Sandy
sat down next to him, and they watched in the flat glow of the panel
as a fireworks display began in the near-capacity crowd at Ralph
Wilson/Reynolds-Alcoa Stadium.
Someone
threw a cosmic switchnot far from the truthand bodies
lit up. Almost a quarter of a million bodies went to war with each
other.
Both
teams lost. Football became extinct.
He'd
learn later from the government bulletins left in stacks on street
corners that the Super Bowl had probably been the staging point
in America because of the proximity of the attendees. The entire
Bosnywash metro swathe had been dragged into the conflict within
an hour. Most people were dead within two.
"Hen?"
He
rocked the debris of his daughter.
"Henry?"
Sandy reached to offer a hand to his shoulder, considered, rested
it for an instant until his riders strafed a warning volley across
her palm. She jerked back, the skin all pinpricks and smoke, and
she sobbed.
"I
have to bury her."
Sandy
shook her head, sucking blood from her index finger. "We can't
go out"
"She
stinks." His face crumpled as his jaw worked over words he
couldn't form. "She's starting to fucking stink." Katie's
skin was loose now, hung in draped, translucent sheets over her
bones. Their war had involved chemicals and artillery. A thin crust
of black foam bounded her mouth like a clown's paint. Her eyes were
gone. He loved his daughter enough to hold on to that forty-pound
disaster.
"Do
you think it's safe?"
He
held up his right hand, desiccated and dancing with the tracking
lasers, the communications arrays of the riders. He reached toward
Sandy, the lights drawing focus on her chest. They both felt itthe
silent shiver of communications between their passengers, the cool
detante between the two alien civilizations that had taken root
within them.
"No."
* * *
No
one knew why it happened when it happened. At the Super Bowl. On
that Sunday night. Some of the bulletins the drab trucks scattered
at the corners had Op-Ed sections written by scientists and astronomers
and generals and priests and professors, but those precious few
people brave enough or lacking in the desire for self-preservation
enough to actually venture outside in the cities and pick up the
bulletins were seldom interested in what the staff of Cal Tech or
IASA or the Army had to say anymore. Everyone was an army.
Something
had activated the aliens that had been riding inside of humans for
nobody knew how long, and that activation forever fundamentally
changed the way people existed. Humans had flaunted independence
and individuality for a long time. The riders had slid the final
puzzle piece into place and forced true independence. On a planet
where the dominant species can no longer touch each other without
sparking microscopic conflict from their pores, you have to rewrite
the rules.
The
riders had activated on Super Bowl Sunday during a live television
event broadcast into five billion homes. Almost everyone had witnessed
the beginning of the war, the first shot heard round the world as
Giants quarterback Butch Faso dropped the ball in mid-pass and instead
emitted a blinding sphere of phased nanoflak that dropped everyone
on the playing field. The stadium erupted in a quarter-million battles.
Each
and every human being, seeded with an incomprehensible, individuated
alien civilization, declared open warfare on each and every other
human being. Nine billion societies woke up and screamed.
*
* *
He
wrapped her in a tarp.
He
folded the edges gently over the place where her face had been,
folded, rolled her over onto the packing tape, wrapped her tightly.
She was small. He was no longer crying.
Sandy
smoked a cigarette at the kitchen table. Tiny sorties of fireflies
orbited her head, avoided her exhalations. Some landed in hangars
just below her hairline. Strobes flashed behind her eyes.
Henry
stood and observed his work.
"You
want one?" Sandy held out the pack of smokes. At his nod, she
threw it to him. He was getting good at catching things. The truce
was tenuous at best.
That
first night, Katie coughing feebly from the trundle bed, Sandy and
Henry had literally blown each other out of bed in the first attack,
she falling to the left, he to the right, knocking his head against
the nightstand and drawing blood. The wound had infuriated him at
a base level, an other level, one that hadn't been there when he'd
gone to bed, one that hadn't been awake yet. He'd stood over Katie,
feeling the thrumming of the war machine he had become, and Sandy
had joined him, crisping at the edges as their respective defensive
fields collided. A look had passed between them that had been an
acknowledgement of temporary alleviation of hostilities. They'd
stood over their daughter and forged an alliance. Her riders had
been weak, barely able to throw a handful of toxins at the armies
above her. They had savaged her from life, shock and awe, unrelenting,
until nothing more than a pile of child stained the floor and two
confused, steaming adults surveyed the damage.
He
lit the cigarette and they wept from across the distance of a corpse
in a blue tarp.
"What
are we going to do?" Sandy's hand shook. A larger detachment
of rider vessels emerged from her mouth and surveilled the kitchen.
"I'll
take her to the park." Henry felt something growing along the
length of his spine, which was now a shipyard. A destroyer. Something
that would eviscerate him when ready for launch.
"I'll"
"Stay
here."
* * *
The
riders had kept Katie intact for three weeks. Such is the timeline
of the end.
Henry
carried her slung over his shoulder, a loose bag of meat and dissembling
aliens. For the first week after her death, he'd held her in awe
of her pristine form, before her skin became translucent, before
the survivors inside had launched their ark and taken off through
the hole into the Mahlers' apartment. Not long after Katie's riders'
departure, the real evidence of her death had arrived. The rising
chest expanding from the pressure of harvested fuels, a guttural
death rattle from flayed vocal cords. Bones in which vast cities
had been carved now collapsing under their own weight, no longer
supplied with that alien je ne sais quoi that had kept them hidden
for perhaps an entire history of a species.
Hen
wondered what had activated them. The new Febreze commercial? The
contested mid-term elections? Global fucking warming?
He
adjusted what had been Katie and kept walking.
The
cities weren't dead, but alliances were rare. Walking out into the
street carried with it the risk of meeting someone with an imcompatible
(or just plain stubborn) body of riders. He'd seen old friends reunited,
running to embrace, both torn apart and splashing to the pavement
in strings and shards. He'd seen a man compelled to smash a stranger's
head open with his own, both falling gushing and dead to the sidewalk
as the riders emerged in vast fleets of golden dust, lasers riving,
swarms of something filled with ancient hates.
And
now nothing would ever be the same.
Assuming
the infrastructure could be restored by the fraction of humans not
slaughtered in the first waves of the wars, there would never be
a guarantee that riders who seemed to get along wouldn't suddenly
declare war on each other. He fantasized the tiny delegations of
ambassadors, the politicians bridging between an ear, a lip, infecting
and reinfecting, sometimes coming to hesitant peace but mostly just
killing each other.
He
felt blessed that the truce with his wife had lasted most of the
last three weeks. Tensions were high between their riders, but at
least her touch no longer made him want to gouge her eyes, bite
out her throat, launch a trillion fighters from every pore to break
her. Ten feet was a safe distance. Their beds were in separate rooms.
His was a couch.
Each
morning he woke up expecting to see her standing over him.
* * *
He'd
walked to the park, holding Katie's hand, a hundred times. A thousand.
It
was an empty day in an empty city, but he saw some people out, blocks
away, turning corners and glancing back furtively, sometimes dodging
into doorways. It was a city of peering out curtained windows, listening
for footsteps and an increased buzzing. He'd once crossed paths
with his high school gym teacher, a bear of a man, a football coach
reduced to a somber nod, the quarterhearted raise of a hand in greeting,
the diversion of eyes as he continued walking silently through the
quiet, quiet expanse.
In
the first week there were roving gangs of punk kids dancing through
the streets, murdering people with no directive from their riders,
no glistening jets of alien vessels spurting from their eyes, no
instructions at all from within, just a newfound freedom from without.
He'd found piles of their bodies in alleys, along the edges of the
streets. Most had been abandoned and self-destructed.
There
was a humming, an unheard song, the negotiations of the civilizations
he passed hidden away in frightened people waiting for the world
to start again. But it wouldn'tit couldn't. Everything had
changed now that no one could touch without wanting to kill.
He'd
tried to post-trauma fuck Sandy one night. She'd been all for it.
The alert fighters sweating out from her thighs had been against
it. Henry had been left prone on the bedroom floor feeling like
he was on fire for ten minutes as his riders struggled to contain
the damage of contact.
It
had taken four days for the aliens to allow Henry and Sandy to be
in the same room again. Peace talks had apparently been successful.
So
what to do in a world where most people were dead and the vast majority
of the survivors could no longer be within ten feet of each other?
He'd learned to throw things Sandy needed. Learned to shout. Learned
that leaving the seat up on the shitter really can be the basis
for war.
And
CNN still broadcast the rotting remainder of an anchor.
Eventually
the drab trucks stopped dropping bulletins on the corners.
* * *
It
took him a few hours to claw enough dirt from the grass of the park
to conceal the blue tarp.
He
rolled Katie in.
Watched
a surveillance fleet swarm, searching for someone else. Another
society of microscopic douchebags to shoot.
Henry
wanted to scream at the riders, but his voice was hoarse. They were
diverting fluids for a new weapon. They had cannibalized his neck
for parts.
So
he started to scoop city dirt back into the hole that would hold
Katie for whatever was left of time. A used condom, a dozen cigarette
butts, a ceramic duck's head, needles pine and hypodermic. He shook
with it. Burying her.
When
it was done, he didn't bother wiping his hands on his pants.
Hairs
on his neck stood, antennae, early warning systems.
"Hen?"
Sandy
stood beside the trunk of a tree no one would ever again carve with
initials. His instinct forced a step backward. Somewhere in the
city, something enormous exploded. He could feel world wars spinning
out beyond control, beyond a person, two, a group of punk kids murdering
for the fudge of it, a football coach looking sadder than coaches
should.
"I
had to come."
He
nodded. Of course it was her right to watch him bury their daughter
in the park. She stepped closer and he warned her off without a
word, feeling the ratcheting of the siege machines sliding into
place in his throat, the destroyer burning to life up the length
of him. He grumbled out a: "Stay back." It sounded a siren.
Her
fingers went rigid as guns drove home. Hair fluttered in the no
wind as fleets took to the air. She stepped closer.
And
he knew the truce was over between their riders.
Her
eyes asked for forgiveness but her chest glowed. "Baby, I can't"
"I
know."
He
walked closer.
Targeting
lasers arced across them, fighters buzzed and strafed. Trees flew
apart around them. Negotiations were over. Diplomatic crisis had
boiled over.
Across
the city, they felt it. Survivors subtracting that concept from
their self-definitions.
As
the war raged and peaked between them, Henry and Sandy held each
other one last time until it was over. No one won.