Part One: The Pit
At lunchtime the wind was high. The hem of his robes blew
about, frustrating his pace. The sand went into his eyes.
Lasos began to wonder why in all of Cegria no architect ever
stopped in the Phoenix Crossroads and set to pave the streets.
Then he remembered that everyone in town was merely passing
through. Those few locals born to die on the warm patch of
barren earth stamped into the center of the cardinal directions
were fortunate to have what buildings they did.
Lasos continued to scumble across the patchwork of gray stones
that surrounded the dry fountain at the town's heart. He passed
the house of Lady Yaba, soothsayer. It was among the largest
of private homes, but was not beautiful and did double as
Yaba's place of business. Lasos regarded the sign in her window
relating she was closed for tea. This meant Yaba was drinking
some malicious smelling Orien brew with no more company than
her many cats. He passed the Kissish bathhouse. It was too
beautiful, decadent enough to be plucked up by the gods and
placed in Earden City. They charged an exorbitant fee for
its use and the perpetual vacancy was ghostly. Lasos always
picked up his pace as he passed it by.
Finally, he reached Nikanor's Inn. Inside he did not hear
the wind, only human bustle. Every manner of person traveled
through the Crossroads. Some were going west to Bettan or
east to Femos. Some were going to places far, of which the
humble scribe had never dared dream. They were dark and light.
They traveled small or in bulbous caravans with horses and
camels and wagons. There were always men, women, children,
and those difficult to distinguish, and Lasos enjoyed sitting
elbow to elbow with them as he took his lunch. On this day
they blurred into a rainbow of sameness.
After eating, the scribe resigned himself to carry some hot
lamb to his Uncle Kerkyon at the library. It boasted a strong,
satisfactory arcade. Among the columns Lasos always felt safe.
It was only the wide cell inside the edifice, smelling of
parchment and ink that felt like a prison. His cynicism was
due to the inevitable day when Kerkyon's wits or eyes or hands
failed him, or his life ended, and Lasos would inherit his
uncle's role of town scribe. The notion of forever being chained
to the Phoenix Pit, merely to record events, loomed over the
younger man like an ebon cloud.
On his way to the library he passed
the Pit. Lasos yawned as the latest participant walked toward
the seemingly innocuous hole in the earth. When he was nearly
to the edge, he dropped the hastily fashioned wood crutches
and dipped his leg, and the foot that had gone missing, likely
from war, into the Pit. Smoke flooded upward, past the man,
whose face squished up like a fist. After some moments, under
Kerkyon's watchful eyes, attendants helped pull the man backward.
His foot had been restored.
Few travelers knew of the Pit's existence and the locals who
were not busy in service to the passers through were generally
bored of it. When the handful dispersed, Lasos ventured into
the library, past the exaggerated, tall walls full of scroll
storage plots, and into the main cell. Pinned up deer hides
insulated the cold white walls inside, creating a contrast
to the long, stark hall. Kerkyon had already dipped quill
into ink and scrawled several black lines onto the fresh,
opalescent parchment. His dedication to efficiency even after
all these years bothered Lasos deeply and the junior scribe
tightened his grip on the darker, cheaper paper in which the
warm lamb shank was wrapped.
"Come in, Lasos," Kerkyon
commanded in his booming alto.
The day passed slowly. There was little
more Lasos could learn about his future occupation.
* * *
The next day began as a reasonable
facsimile of the last. The wind was high again. Only there
was a wedding procession stopped in front of the dry fountain.
Funerals and weddings were rare in the Crossroads.
It was a small ceremony. By their colorful garments, repeating
in crimson and black geometric patterns, Lasos recognized
the participants as hailing from Kiss. Though the whole continent
recognized the same wedding tradition more or less, the process
was varied in severity and complexity, from country to country.
People of Kiss were particularly stringent.
The process always began with the walk. On this outdoor stroll,
man made his intentions known to woman. In the Cegrian city-states,
the walk was usually a formality, but among the Kissish, the
walk was key, sometimes initiated though the man and woman
were strangers and the woman was forbidden from attending
without a chaperone. The suitor next sought audience with
the woman's parents to gain their final permission. Lasos
remembered pretending at the walk in primary school with Old
Nikanor's youngest red-haired daughter, who eventually took
her true walk with a sailor and was never seen again.
The process took just four weeks and ended in the final ceremony.
This was the part Lasos spied. The new husband, in his finest
turban, slid the fingerless marriage glove onto his woman's
left hand. Not only would the lady's marital status be visible
by this glove, but her station in life too. The wealthy had
lavish marriage gloves, whereas the poor wore those more humble.
It all ended with a kiss and someone
throwing yellow petals into the intemperate wind. Lasos continued
after to Nikanor's Inn.
Part Two: The Caged Hart
She had shiny, long, black hair, and
unblemished olive skin. Her eyes were soft and without the
pride of women's eyes who might rival her splendor. Were those
loudly colored roses standing tall and demanding all the attention
in the garden of the world, then this young woman was a lovely,
symmetrical vine. Your eyes might pass over the vine for all
the greenery of the garden, but when you did pause and give
it study, you soon found it more appealing than any rose.
Perhaps it was her deeply green eyes that made Lasos think
of perfect Bettan Ivy, though he was sure she had come from
the South East by her long, clean, linen dress; Nitkora perhaps.
The ivy woman sat beside a big man who looked to the scribe
the spitting image of the mythic warrior O'Jaxor. The man's
chest was as wide as his muscled frame could withstand. He
had a bull-neck, eyes of a muddled green-brown, a clean-shaven
head, and a neatly trimmed, black, short-beard that started
beneath his nose and framed his lean lips. He wore no weapons
or armor, yet Lasos was certain the gargantuan could crush
a man.
The most unusual accessory of the strong
man, the green-eyed woman's traveling companion, was what
he carried with him. It was a small child. The tiny girl had
not but three years and featured his same muddy eyes. The
settings of their jaws were the same, too, but the little
one's hair was long and thin and the color of sand. Lasos
saw none of the Nitkorian in the child. He was certain the
girl was the product of the big man and a rose kind of woman.
In fact, the Nitkorian lady wore no marriage glove at all.
While Lasos was watching, the behemoth finished his lunch,
rose, hoisted up his child, pressed his beard into the Nitkorian's
ear and departed. Lasos could barely wait the span of a minute
to rise and sit back down at the dark-haired woman's side.
"I am Lasos," he said in introduction, avoiding
her green eyes a little. "I do hope my lady's escort
has not abandoned her, but if that were the case, and you
should have need of anything whilst visiting the Phoenix Crossroads,
do let your servant know." His own chivalry startled
him.
The attention made the lady blush but she willed the color
away with majestic composure. She offered a polite smile.
"My servant, Lasos? I didn't know I had any."
"You do now. Ah
miss
er
Madame."
Lasos was baffled. Did she belong to the big cheek kissing
man?
"Miss," she answered. "I am Prone. My escort
has retired to our room."
The scribe's stomach turned. Lasos' searching eyes burned
with curiosity, however her own darted his as deftly as a
deer evades a lion. Surely Prone was his sister or his servant,
Lasos thought.
"Miss, might your servant inquire
about the man and child?"
She blinked rapidly. "Atys has asked me to marry him,"
she replied.
Lasos choked. Was this Atys a barbarian? He had observed none
of the proper customs. Traveling with her thus made the Bettan
Ivy into a harlot.
Prone continued, "His daughter is Aketa, an angel down
from heaven
a little spoiled though."
"And her mother?" Lasos asked.
"Gone. Abandoned them flat," she said. Her eyebrows
met each other helplessly.
"Forgive me," Lasos continued, "but good Miss
Prone, do you dislike your Atys?"
She answered, "I like him more than I should and hate
myself for it."
Lasos was both surprised by the Nitkorian's honesty and shaken
by the gravity of the situation as related by the seriousness
in her ivy colored eyes. "Then fly, Prone," he said,
in an excited whisper. "Fly this instant! Go before Atys
can follow."
She looked defeated. The deer of the scribe's imagination
was now in a cage.
"I cannot. I am bewitched. I am lied to, and yet I cling.
I am so convinced of his need for me I am made to feel the
villain," she explained. "Yet, Atys respects no
custom, no tradition, and not my parents who are left mourning
the loss of me. His will is absolute and it has targeted me.
The child, equally bewitching, also has need. I am sure she
loves me.
"His body is such a vile thing,"
she continued, nearly as an afterthought. "I am sure
it was forged by Phesuez, god of the ironworks. A look, a
touch, causes me to feel gilded."
"Take the child and go," Lasos pleaded.
"She has more need of him than she shall ever have for
me." Prone looked defeated, however she did not entirely
dislike her present company. After some small moments passed,
she decided to change the subject.
"Tell me one thing, Lasos," she said, "since
you are from here. What was that gathering near the library
yesterday?"
Lasos proceeded to tell Prone about the town and its pit.
As he did, her eyes no longer evaded his. Prone seemed to
hang on every word, and so he continued almost feverishly.
At times during his tirade Prone looked like a lonely fawn.
The scribe could not finish delivering
the information, for fear he'd never have Prone's attention
again. He was telling the story of the rich man who had lost
his fortune and made an attempt at regaining it by dipping
his purse into the Phoenix Pit.
Before he could relay the outcome to that incident, Prone's
slender fingers touched the skin of the scribe's arm. He stopped
speaking instantly. He stopped breathing.
"Was there any who ever put themselves into the Pit entirely?"
she questioned.
Lasos nodded. "One man," he said. "He had grown
old and was bent on finding his youth again."
"What happened to him?" Prone
asked.
The scribe's shoulders rose toward his ears. "He disappeared.
My Uncle Kerkyon believes he may have somehow returned to
his mother's womb."
For the first time, Prone laughed. It was marvelous to watch.
Lasos' mouth came opened and he smiled.
"I felt certain," she said eventually, "that
your Pit must be the answer for me. That providence put us
here. But I am wrong. I can no more put Atys inside it so
that he might forget to want me, than I can place little Aketa
within to stop her fondness for me. The Pit cannot make her
mother return either."
Part Three: A Child's Foot
Lasos became alarmed. Throughout his speech about the town
he had forgotten to relate the most important aspect of the
Phoenix Pit. He had taken it for granted until now.
"No, no, Miss Prone. You must
keep away from the Pit. It is truly unpredictable. The outcomes
its seekers desire and the outcomes which it deals out are
never the same."
"I do not understand. The soldier yesterday," she
said. "His foot was restored."
"No, Prone," Lasos continued. "Not in the way
you would expect. It was a child's foot."
"What?" Prone exclaimed.
"Yes. His foot was returned to him, but in a much newer
state than he anticipated. And the poverty stricken rich man,"
he related, "his leather purse was not filled with gold
as was his desire. Instead that leather satchel leapt out
of the rushing smoke and laid him flat on the dirt. The purse
was a calf again, as if it had never been killed and worked
by the tanner's hands."
Lasos was pleased that his words and tone had drained color
from Prone's face. He wanted only her safety and happiness
and could not see where the Pit could produce these. Then
her deep sadness seemed to veil over her eyes again and his
gladness left him.
"There is another," he said suddenly. Yaba had always
seemed a nuisance until now. "Prone, might I escort you,
in all respect, to the house of the town soothsayer? She is
old and wise in many things. If you are bewitched, she may
know the remedy."
Prone's lips thinned. Her use of the
word had not been literal. She did not believe there was any
magic involved in the caging of her heart. Atys was a force
of nature. He was pleasing to the eye. He needed no magic
to aid him.
* * *
The wind did not seem quite so bothersome
with the lady at his side. Too soon they were inside Yaba's,
listening to layers of mewing voices and smelling hot spices.
Prone sneezed.
"Ah, Lasos, finally you come," the short, elderly
lady announced. "Reading for you? On the house,"
she said.
"Not for me," Lasos replied. "Please, tell
us the nature of this woman's curse."
"Curse?" Lady Yaba echoed. Laughter tumbled past
her wrinkled lips, as did some spit, which she dabbed away
with a kerchief.
Lasos was at the edge of anger, but
Yaba straightened then and motioned for Prone to give over
her white hands. Yaba's own hands were warm and the skin on
them loose.
"Ah, yes," Yaba said smirking. "I see,"
she continued, as if listening to a secret conversation.
Then the old woman was closer than
Prone would have liked and she could not avoid the yellow
eyes with big black irises. "It is quite simple. Old
magic. The deer believed the lion could fill a space. The
lion has need of this deer. But in the end he'll devour her.
He's a lion. They like two puzzle pieces pounded together.
Don't fit. The deer should've run away from him in the first
place. Twit."
Lasos forced Prone's silky hands away. "Enough!"
he ordered. "What charm will you sell us to undo this
curse?"
Yaba fell into an old chair and a longhaired
cat hopped into her lap. Yaba smiled.
"There is no cure for love."
Part Four: Crossroads
"Farewell, Lasos. Farewell."
The second time the small mouth formed the word, an olive-skinned
hand came up and waved. The pair had been facing the bulk
of town from Yaba's front porch. Prone turned so abruptly
then and her figure shrank against the dust landscape. Perhaps
saying goodbye to Lasos was as difficult for her as it was
for him, for she seemed in a great hurry.
The sun set with the ebon haired lady passing time inside
the rented room with the family that had once belonged to
someone else. Prone had her own reasons to want to abandon
them, and yet she was trapped now, caught in the iron jaws
by her heart. Time spent in the company of others did have
a way of becoming attachment. The word "twit" echoed
somewhere in the recesses of her mind.
Prone overcompensated for the brief hour she'd passed with
Lasos. She was playful with the girl who would never bear
eyes like hers. She touched the man who refused to follow
ceremony and marry her proper.
For all her pretending and forced laughter, the night still
came and Prone lay, surrounded by muscle and Atys' breathing,
unable to sleep. Her heart pounded. Her eyes were wide. The
gloveless left hand seemed to itch and burn and swell. Would
there never be a marriage glove there? Prone's thoughts were
trained upon the mysterious Phoenix Pit.
Prone had measured every option the Pit offered. Lasos had
warned her the outcomes were always unpredictable. There was
no solution here. Then, the way lightning strikes a tree,
Prone was hit with a terrible but somehow appealing idea.
The Pit was untrustworthy, but Prone did not care.
When the morning sun shone brightly enough through the thin,
linen curtain, Atys stirred awake. He stretched himself and
all his muscles. When he did, his feet reached past the boundary
of the bed. Then Atys turned to squeeze Prone in early greeting,
but found her gone.
* * *
Lasos was walking from his home toward
the library. Today there was no wind. Birds were singing.
The break in monotony reminded the scribe of Prone. She had
been a welcomed distraction from so much sameness. Lasos found
himself smiling in his walk, though he believed he would never
again see the sorrowful woman.
Then, like a single gull on the shore, he could see her. Prone
was standing alone before the Pit. Lasos began to panic. Had
she thrown her torturous family in? Surely the town magistrate
would arrest her if she had! He was running toward her then.
Prone was standing perfectly still, deaf to his calls. Lasos
wondered how long she had been standing there. Her ivy eyes
were distant, remembering a distant place.
Part Five: The Phoenix
Before Lasos could reach her, the
shape of Prone fell into the earth and was gone, heralded
only by the powerful upward swell of white smoke. The scribe's
muscles burned as he pushed faster than he had ever gone against
the air and sun and dirt and distance. When he stopped, out
of breath, he heard a mad sound filling his ears and did not
realize right away it was his own screams. His uncle's attendants
were out and waving their arms madly within the hole, afraid
to reach inside too far, but eager to pull back the fallen
lady if it was still possible. Their blind grasping caught
hold of Prone's linen dress and they both wrenched mightily
and pulled her out.
Lasos stood over Prone's body, which looked small and still.
He was still looking for his breath, unable to control the
abrupt rising and falling of his chest. Kerkyon was suddenly
beside her, too, tall and without concern.
"It must be documented," Kerkyon boomed, unfazed
by his nephew's uncharacteristic display of anxiety. "What
was her desire?"
Lasos put his hands on either sides
of Prone's face, patting her cheeks gently, helplessly. He
looked up at Kerkyon again, frowning.
"Not to love," he answered. Lasos turned white.
Too late he understood Prone's dilemma. Perhaps it was neither
Atys nor his child who needed to change for Prone to be free.
She was the one who cared. She cared for them too much to
leave. She cared too much for herself and for her parents
to be content.
The scribe was startled when he felt a tickle against his
hand. When he gazed downward, there was Prone, awake. Lasos'
heart lept.
"Get her to her feet," one
of the attendants said, and in a combined effort, she was
upright, looking frightened and bewildered.
"Prone."
Lasos' eyes narrowed. He had yet to move his lips, but heard
what he wanted to say. When two big arms went for Prone's
shoulders, the scribe realized it had been Atys' voice he'd
heard. He stepped aside mostly by instinct, giving room to
Atys and his girth.
Still, Lasos watched her. He watched as though his life depended
on her every move. What he saw was very strange. Prone was
completely unscathed and yet there was no recognition in her
ivy eyes.
"I am Prone," she said calmly to the man holding
her by the shoulders. "Who are you?"
"Prone," Atys begged in a smaller voice than should
have been possible. He seemed on the edge of tears. He used
the back of his fingers to brush Prone's face, but she finally
recoiled.
"I do not know you," she said.
A few feet away, little Aketa was still
in her nightclothes. She was crying. All heads turned in the
child's direction. Lasos watched Atys then, who obviously
expected Prone to run to the child, though she did not.
A pain-filled smile cracked the younger scribe's face. Though
her memory was gone, Prone was free. The Pit had done its
work well. But what could become of her now? Lasos turned
away from the scene, unable to bear the thought of his dear
wandering through the world ignorant of everything. He saw
Atys depart, ushering away his confused daughter. Lasos was
sorry the girl would remember the abandonment of two mothers,
but she was young and could forgetlike Prone.
The episode was over. There was nothing left to do.
"Come, Lasos," commanded Kerkyon, who turned for
the library.
Lasos dropped his head.
"L-lasos?"
The sound of her voice was like twilight shining sharply through
dark trees. Lasos whirled to see ivy eyes full of recognition.
His small, content smile seemed inadequate.
Prone placed her soft hand into the scribe's and together
they took a walk.