In
most people's eyes, Lovely Lisa rocked the big one. Game over.
The most beautiful girl in school. Little miss popular. You either
wanted to be with her or be her.
But
in Lisa's eyes, she didn't rock the big one. She sucked the big
one.
In
fact, in Lisa's eyes she sucked the big red one. The big fiery
red one.
And
now she stood, facing her front door, as she watched His shadow
descend on the world
she had made her own.
It
began with three knocks.
Knock.
Like the plea of a wanting child.
Knock.
Like a muffled cry from inside a buried coffin.
Knock.
Like a scream in a cathedral.
She
knew. Even at that point she had known. But still she had waited.
Knock
knock. Who's there?
A
breeze slipped under the door. Lisa felt cold air wisp around
her ankles, stroking and coaxing at her skin. She instantly recoiled,
lifting each foot off the ground one by one, as if to outwit the
ghostly intruder.
"No
way. You are not doing this to me!" She ran back and stumbled,
landing in an ungainly mess on the hall floor.
She
looked up at the door. It was now as the colour of night.
"It's
your destiny," a voice echoed in her head.
"Fuck
off you bastard! NO!!"
And
so it started.
She
fought Him for seven days.
She
didn't let Him in. He kept knocking. She kept saying no.
Finally,
the knocking stopped and was replaced by something much, much
worse
.
He
said, " Lisa? Oh Lisa? You can't fight Me forever. You will
let Me in. You have to let Me in. You know that." The voice
was cold and yet inviting, chilling and yet soothing.
Lisa
mustered up all her courage and sneered back at the darkness.
"I know who you are and I know I will never bow to you!"
He
laughed then. This was a laugh that could shatter worlds.
"But
you already have, my love. You escaped from Me once. Did you really
think I would let that happen again? We are bound, you and I"
A
tremor started in the pit of Lisa's stomach.
"I
offered you Dominion. You grasped it with your greedy little hands
and took it with all the eagerness of a playful child. I gave
you this world. Without Me you are nothing. How have I wronged
you, my love?"
Quietly,
Lisa whispered, "Leave me alone
"
"Give
Me back what is mine and I shall leave you."
Lovely
Lisa listened to His voice and suddenly knew what she had to do.
"Take
it," she said.
The
shadows shifted, uncomfortable in their gloom.
But
He didn't answer.
Slowly
and painfully, Lisa stood up.
"You
can't, can you?"
She
pulled herself upright, straightened her clothes, smoothed down
her hair and said, "You really can't, can you?"
Again
the shadows moved, scurrying away, afraid and uncertain.
"GIVE
ME WHAT IS MINE!"
His
voice was like thunder. Anger like she had never heard.
But
suddenly she wasn't scared any more.
The
Destroyer Of Worlds? She started to laugh. It started as a giggle.
That turned into a chuckle. That became a guffaw. That ended in
hysterical, maniacal laughter.
"So
Louis, can I call you that?" she managed between fits "Big
Red? Darkness Personified? Everything Unholy? " She was now
laughing uncontrollably, curled up, clutching her stomach.
"And
yet you can't take this small thing I am carrying inside me, can
you? You can't just rip it from my womb
it needs me to nurture
it. Love it. To fulfil it's destiny, it's needs its mothers love.
Its mothers Earthly love."
A
deep rumble started the shake the foundations of her soul. She
knew He was desperate now.
Her
laughter subsided and she slowly stood upright. She grinned at
the door and it's now silent visitor.
"Bye
bye"
Lisa
then turned and walked up the stairs behind her. She stopped at
the top stair and spun around to face the door.
"You
are not going to win. This is my life. Whatever I am. Whoever
I choose to be. You can't take back time. I am now what I shall
forever be. I was wrong to think anything else."
And
with that she toppled forward.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!"
The
very core of the Earth shook with His voice. The air grew thick
with His desperation.
And
still Lisa fell. She hit the first step and fell headlong into
the next. Over and over she fell, tumbling, tumbling, down and
still further down. With each bruise, each broken bone, she kept
smiling.
As
her broken body hit the floor, He gave out an almighty roar that
cascaded around the world. Earthquakes, plague and disease ravaged
the planet. Tens of thousands were killed.
And
Lisa lay, dying. She knew what she had done. She grieved for the
dead. She grieved for the dying.
And
she grieved for her unborn child.
But
she knew she had beaten Him. Where she would go from here, she
had no idea. She hoped it wasn't down
And
with that Lovely Lisa's crumpled body gave one last desperate
breath and died.
And
the shadows gave up their positions and slithered off to wherever
shadows go when darkness recedes.
And
He left Dominion.
Sulking.
And
waiting.